It was my first time doing jury duty,
and to be honest, I was a little excited. Most of the people in the
room were in their thirties and up. I must have been the youngest
person there. I dressed in my best clothes; a charcoal suit with a
patterned shirt and tie and black shoes. I looked good if I may be
so bold to declare it. Yet everyone else looked like they had either
just come from work or their dry cleaning had not been finished in
time. I figured better to be overdressed and look good than be under
dressed and look like a pauper in the prince's court. And a court
was exactly where we were.
Our case was simple enough. A woman
charged her employer with wrongful termination. I had my thoughts
when the trial began, but I kept an open mind, actively looking for a
way out of my initial conclusions. By the end of day two, however, I
was not only all but solidified in my opinion of the matter, but my
butt had solidified too. The elongation of a relatively easy trail,
redundant arguments, and principally the terribly uncomfortable
chairs had turned what was initially a somewhat fun experience into
an experience most closely related to the torture of terrorist
suspects at Guantanamo Bay.
While most of my compatriots in the
jury were quite vocal about their displeasure, particularly the
chairs, I mostly kept to myself. I didn't want my own discomfort to
drive me to a premature resolution of my opinion. I had seen the
terrific movie “twelve angry men” before, and I wanted to make
sure that I would play the part of Henry Fonda if the occasion arose.
I took notes, payed close attention, even as I shifted in my seat
what seemed like every two minutes. I was prepared to make my case.
But the trial continued, as did the anguish of our undersides.
By the fourth day, two days beyond what
most of us deemed necessary to formulate a fair opinion, I was
reservedly exasperated with the whole ordeal. The judge seemed to be
as anxious as we were and began to hurry things up considerably. I
still searched and searched for a ticket out of my current position
on the case at hand, but found none in the closing arguments of
either side. The employer was one of the largest in the area and the
requested restitution for the plaintiff was considerable. So I knew
that my decision had to be fair and resolute. The judge explained
our duties and sent us into the room.
For days I had studies the faces and
words of my fellow jurors to find a clue about each of their
positions. I had postulated that realistically, I might be one of
the only people of my opinion on the case. Furthermore, I was
prepared to back up my position with the many observations and fact
that I had written down. Yet all my concern and pages of notes came
to naught as we closed the door and began deliberations. All but one
person agreed with my own conclusions. There would be no hung jury
today. I was amazed.
I learned something that day (or four).
I was perfectly capable of fairly assessing the truth of a matter
and providing a fair verdict, even in a state of physical torment. I
had doubted and questioned if I had made the right choice. I had
been concerned that, based on my preconceived notions of what my
cohorts opinions might be, I would be the odd man out. Turns out I
was wrong about one thing, but seemingly very right about another.
We signed the paper that finalized our
opinion and took it to the court room, the best part of the whole
process. We had concluded that the employer was well within their
rights to fire the employee. The finality of the whole thing was a
little strange, however. Here this former employee would have to
deal with our decision for the rest of their life, yet I would go
home that day, make myself a sandwich and watch some TV in my ever so
plush easy-chair. I indeed felt the responsibility of my decision,
and today, I remain steadfast in my decision. I am not, however, so
eager to sign up again as I was when the trial began. Thank goodness
the jury pool has a five year minimum turnaround.
Nice--you use the prompt as a jumping-off point but don't let it dictate. And you have a real narrative here: a problem, doubts to overcome, resolutions to be made, and then a surprise, a climax, and a slow-cooling off for the reader (fancy term here would be 'denouement.')
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