It is not the within the historic ivory
washed walls of the White House. Neither is it deep underneath
Cheyenne Mountain where the North American Aerospace Defense Command
resides. No, it not stacked on top of the piles of Gold in the
vaults of Fort Knox either. The safest place in the world is most
certainly my home. My dwelling is filled with the things I love.
Books, sports, family heirlooms, and even what we will call here,
“center-fired bad guy repellant.”. More than what I need to be
happy. But according to Maslow, happiness requires safety first and
foremost. The darkness is all around us these days. Every day,
there are new stories of violence and crime. It is easy to just let
the darkness in. But my home is full of light.
I have always felt safe here. My
neighborhood is one of the safest in the city. Families here are
mostly lower middle class. They mostly keep to themselves and no one
causes trouble. All of this creates a slice of peace and quiet not
to dissimilar to the fictional village of Hobbiton. Except without
all the hairy feet; save for mine of course. The crime rate is
almost non-existent and when there is crime, it is limited to
domestic situations and family problems. Those things, while they
can have an obvious adverse affect on the community in the long term,
have no direct impact on my abode. My home remains safe and secure.
More importantly, because my home is a basement apartment, if someone
where to break into the house at large, it would likely be the house
upstairs that would be the obvious target.
But my home is not safe only due to
external circumstances, but internal ones as well. As one of the one
hundred million in America who actively put the Second Amendment to
use, I take my safety and the safety of my family seriously. I
refuse to rely on other men, however skilled and professional, that
are minutes away from me when an assailant is only seconds away. I
am the real first responder. Due to the touchiness of the “G”
word in our society today (especially in schools, the one place
where, ironically, the danger is tragically the greatest), I will
leave that portion of this expose where it stands. But I will say
that the presence of such tools in the home do not make the home more
unsafe. Yet when used with training, safety, and proper care, they
make my home drastically more safe.
Lastly, my home is a place of emotional
safety too. While my primary place of emotional and spiritual solace
remains my church, my home holds firm at second. I am very busy.
Between work, church, volunteering, and school, I look forward to
finding my way home every day. It is a relief, most times, when I
walk through the door and lay down my keys and bag. I often make my
way straight to either my bathroom chair or living room chair,
plopping down, kicking off my shoes and turning on the TV to see if
the world has ended yet. I turn on my computer, see what my friends
abroad are into, and do some homework or play a game before it's
lights out. Sports populate much of my time at home. As does the
news. Though both probably raise my blood pressure slightly, only
one typically has a positive outcome.
My home is simple. It is more safe
than anywhere I know. Cut out of the earth and crammed about five
feet into the soil, it has truncated windows that serve just enough
light to not feel claustrophobic, but not quite enough to dispel the
darkness. I have adapted, however. I have lamps and lights that
compensate, filling my home with light. Darkness has a funny way of
creeping in, like with the dwindling intensity of a candle. It comes
slowly with the setting of the sun, sinisterly working its way from
the ground up to the points of the trees. It takes people who will
lite a fire to scare the darkness away, sending it slinking back into
its cracks and crevasses. It was Einstein, I believe, that once
stated that there is no such thing as darkness, but only the absence
of light. Which makes me think; I think I need to invest in bigger
windows.
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ReplyDeleteNice, a real and thoughtful meditation on the meaning of home and safety, offering up a self-portrait, images of your home, your thoughts on many things, given to the reader without heat or pressure.
ReplyDeleteThe only thing I'd quibble with is your coyness about guns. You can say 'guns'! You can say 'ammo'! Those aren't curse words (not that I mind curse words), and no one is going to take your guns and ammunition away for simply stating the facts. Actually, your graf would have been stronger if you'd gone into a little detail about what weapons you have (and, again, writing it on the internet is not going to put you on a NSA watch list.)
Me?: 9 mm S & W pistol, ancient Winchester .22 semiautomatic, even more ancient single shot 20 gauge shotgun, no idea of the manufacturer.
Sorry. It is just that with all of the recent stories of kids with a gun on their shirt or biting a poptart into the shape of a gun, and being suspended for it, I thought I'd hedge my bets and play it safe. In this politically correct world run amok, I like to keep it close to the chest. Or inside the waist belt to be more specific.
ReplyDeleteOh, yeah, the dreaded poptart gun! Of course those baked goods guns actually do kill people--with cholesterol!
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