I am typically alone here, yes, but it
is rarely quiet. There is always something chattering or humming in
the background like the inner workings of a large naval vessel. Even
now there are noises all around. The conversation of the radio; Red
Sox baseball and their upcoming series with the Tigers. Through a
doorway a washing machine churns and pulsates. Through the window
rain falls heavily, pattering off the window. I can see the trees
swaying in the wind. It is supposed to be like this all day.
I have always loved inclement weather.
Especially lightning storms. A flash bleeds in through the window
and I am running to my back door. I stand there in the darkened
doorway, marveling at the power of the storm hovering above. The
blessing of fear makes me want to reconsider my choice of
entertainment and head back inside, but I usually fight it off. At
least for a while.
My windows to the outside world are
small, making the use of a lamp a bit more necessary. They are
always on. I can see the neon blue glow of my computer on the walls
around my desk; my favorite spot in the room. The flashes of the
changing camera angles and scenes bounce off the walls of the next
room. It's football season again.
I arrived here years ago, a more than
acceptable place to sleep and an offer that I could not refuse. When
my income level surpassed the threshold that a government subsidized
apartment warranted, I was forced to leave home, 18 and I was finally
on my own. Save for the occasional Sunday when my mother insists
that I eat some of her food for a change and not the easy bake
stuff that I usually prepare here in this room.
So no. I suppose it is not quiet here, but neither am I alone.
Bleah, Lackey pitched so well and they couldn't get a single run on the boards. They can't beat this Detroit team! That's my prediction, but, hey, I'm just an English teacher.
ReplyDeleteOkay, now you've proved to me you can write in a plain and simple style and are versatile and flexible! Great--lots to work with, little words and big ones too!
I particularly like your close here--those last two sentences snap off an ending perfectly.